This is becoming quite an addictive show for me.
It got me thinking about what I would do if I had that kind of money. Not if someone gave me some money, but rather if I had it to give. Which made me think more and its all sort of funny.
I dont even have a winter coat. We dont have a Christmas tree and Im so simple that I sit around daydreaming about what I wish I had the means to do. What I should be doing is selling my blood or organs so I can pay my rent and get my kid something. Uh. Im far too, I dunno the word. Thats it for now.

I think I understand your feeling. I am so Blessed with my Hub & 3 children. Truly Blessed & I am very grateful for this but in the financial area . . . we have struggled for so long I don't even want to think about it for it gets me to begin crying . . . I collect cans & even dig through dumpsters to try to get us some nickels & dimes to rub together. We do what we can with what we have.

Sometimes I get a bit anger when I read the news now I read people literally whinning ( I am serious! ) that they are having to sell their things, they are doing flea markets, they are going without, they are having to put things away at the food register because they can't afford it . . . I always mumble "Welcome to my world EVERYDAY!" . . . but we are Blessed